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| Colin Toney, the honest truth. |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|02:52 am] |
Colin Toney aka Specialkolin is a waste of space!
A waste of a human body, just a nobody.
I'm sick of him acting like he's the greatest guy in the universe when he isn't! No body sees it though, because a majority of the people he talks to are either his family or people he's never met over the internet. Even the girls he meets in real life never last long because they end up wanting to leave him after a while anyway. He's gonna learn someday that you can't treat people how ever you feel like it and expect to not get treated like the asshole you really are in return.
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| What's done, is done. |
[Dec. 5th, 2007|05:20 am] |
Today i had to let go of something and someone big in my life...
it didn't even hurt that much.... surprisingly.
I realized that all he ever did was make me feel miserable,
well, i know for sure our situation with each other did anyway..
and i think i finally got sick of feeling the way i've felt with him.
Yea, he could really make me feel like the best person on earth at times
but alot of times, he made me feel lower than dirt... and i don't need that.
And now that he's getting what he wants,
(me not planning on talking to him anymore)...
i have another big confusing situation with someone entirely different.
He says he wants one things,
so i let him have what he claims he wants...
and then he turns and acts like he wants the total opposite.
I have no idea what to do with this anymore. |
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| You don't understand... |
[Nov. 8th, 2007|06:06 pm] |
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i don't want to care, at all.
But i fucking do, and it sucks.
Sometimes i wish i hadn't texted you at all in the first place,
maybe it would have been easier to keep it that way. |
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| once again, reality hits me. |
[Nov. 7th, 2007|01:38 am] |
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I hate myself sometimes,
for the things i do... for the choices that i make.
I should have listened and stuck to what i had planned,
but instead i decided to take another shot.
I actually was starting to believe that maybe,
just maybe, you understood why i was so mad before..
because of everything that happened.
I told myself not to trust you but i was starting to rethink it.
You even said sorry to me yesterday because you knew,
but it's obvious that you really don't know why you said it.
This is why we get in so many fights, because you're fake.
I know you are sometimes, i've experienced it FIRST HAND!
And i was starting to think that maybe you werent going to be anymore,
that you now knew better and that what you did wasn't right.
I thought you understood how much of all that drama hurt me...
but you just showed me that you're still willing to be fake for people.
HAVING A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSONALITY FROM YOUR "NORMAL" ONE JUST FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIP, THAT'S BEING FAKE!
You said you thought things were going to be better with me this time, "for real".....
well, i thought you changed and that you knew better this time, "for real".
Guess what? I was wrong, for the 100th fucking time.
This, this is why i didn't even want to consider talking to you ever again.
You're never gonna change, ever.
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